Dear brother hazy. how are you. Hope you’re doing better. I pray that God will give you hope and an expected end. My dear brother, I don’t want to sound too preachy but, we can’t walk this way we can’t walk this life out alone. We need the Lord in our lives. Do you know Jesus as your personal savior. God has a plan for your life. I know that you had a vision brother. People to help other people. I recently saw on C-Span a brother Who was incarcerated and had a vision of traveling the world and helping young people with education. He said his grandmother told him to pray. He got he had life in prison. he never expected to get out. he told the judge his vision. The judge let him out only if you keep your vision I will let you out of prison. Now, He has several educational businesses in Baltimore and has traveled many places. From him that God will see you through. I pray this letter was encouraging to you that you will let God in your life and see what he will do. God bless.